bismillahirahmannirahim alhamdulillah syawal sudah kita alhamdulillah rasanya bab syawal hold jap ea ni rasa nk muntahkan sikit rasa kt sini. hurmmm rasa mcm ni sebenarnya tak la begitu baik dan selalunya mmg tidak boleh buat apa apa pun kecuali MENGAMBIL PENGAJARAN DR APA YG TELAH BERLAKU Allah :'( aku xde la rasa sedih sb tgk die ke apa ke tgk dia yg skg yg masih xberubah itu (mgkn dah berubah, so far tgk, gitu la kan) hurmm that's not my concerns my concerns is about when i look at him back it remind me all those stupid things that i've done. astagfirullah astagfirullah yup stupid things! look for his love more than Allah's love kan agak kurang pandai disitu. astagfirullah :'( tu je! yg mmg byk rasa kt hati ni fuuhhhh its not easier to be better i always said that too and its not IMPOSSIBLE too! so? just keep moving on to be better! alhamdulillah my life better now alhamdulillah sgt mmg byk perkara dah jadi lepas mc
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